Being mindful and giving your life meaning
Always remember Your are a dot on a dot in the middle of nowhere in some off world that nobody really knows about not even the dots living on the dot know about they dot they are living on.
Feeling any meaninglessness to the current social construct yet ? I mean it is a CON struct.
Well, don't feel meaningless, In the grand scheme of things your life has meaning if you give it meaning.
I was driving the other day and thinking to myself " why are all these people doing what they are doing every single day for the rest of their lives... does it make any positive impact upon the planet they are living on, or does it just keep the cycle going.
I realised that most people just do what they do because they were told to do it or because their parents did it and so we trudge on never stopping to question what's really going on in the world.
Check Out this video to see what I'm talking about.
What some people have figured out is that life has no real meaning if you're just perpetuating the cycle.
You have to give your life meaning to understand what life is about.
It goes back to my last post about figuring out yourself through the chaos of the world.
In this post, I'm going to tell you how I'm still finding my purpose.
It started with a lot of stress and a lot of problems at home, To be honest, i don't really know where it started, was it that my dad worked all the time came home ate and went to be every day and then on the weekends he would promise to go places and we would never go because he was too tired.... did it start when my mom changed jobs and my dad didn't agree ... or when my sister went to Canada to study and the burden fell on both parents to pay for everything for her...
all I know is that later on when things got rough everything fell apart. Dad had two Strokes and a heart attack, he became abusive and we left. Moved about a lot didn't have any real place to call home. stayed in a one bedroom hotel with my sister and my mom and I slept on a blow-up mattress for a year.
That year I grew emotionally and spiritually. They say a human goes through the "dark night of the soul"
Its an unknown amount of time that happens and when it does it changes the person it happened to.
My Dad had his third stroke and passed away...
For me it was meditation, it was learning about myself and what kind of person I was, it was moving every 3 months cause we couldn't pay it was having little to eat and making the time feel like it meant something I gave myself a purpose.
So I studied and read everything I could. I had an old dell Inspiron 1525, That computer was my best friend... I literally read about everything I wanted to, I had questions about everything.
I learnt how to Code a bit, how to hack other computers on a network, how to make websites how to earn money, learned about the darker sides of the internet and the Anti-Media I also learned how to Meditate, how to use chakras, understanding what energy is and where it comes from and become more self-aware.
I meditated every day after school, I meditated after class I meditated in class, it was what got me through the time and what made me a calm understanding person.
The thing is you never stop learning who you are because life is always changing you never stop giving yourself a purpose because there is always another goal to achieve.
When I was finished learning about things and life started to get better we got a place we fixed everything, and then I started to apply everything and life just went all the way up...
I was mindful, I watched motivational videos I thought positively, I was nice to people and gave when I could cause I knew how it felt to have bearly anything.
Life rewards the person who is kind, peaceful and HARD WORKING. None of what I have came easy that's one thing I want you to know.
Life is hard, it all takes time, Work hard and you'll see the rewards and be mindful
Peace
Adam
P.S. I got a job now, putting in work hustling grinding away still meditating when I can still going to school 5 classes a week going to the gym and learning every day.
all I know is that later on when things got rough everything fell apart. Dad had two Strokes and a heart attack, he became abusive and we left. Moved about a lot didn't have any real place to call home. stayed in a one bedroom hotel with my sister and my mom and I slept on a blow-up mattress for a year.
That year I grew emotionally and spiritually. They say a human goes through the "dark night of the soul"
Its an unknown amount of time that happens and when it does it changes the person it happened to.
My Dad had his third stroke and passed away...
For me it was meditation, it was learning about myself and what kind of person I was, it was moving every 3 months cause we couldn't pay it was having little to eat and making the time feel like it meant something I gave myself a purpose.
So I studied and read everything I could. I had an old dell Inspiron 1525, That computer was my best friend... I literally read about everything I wanted to, I had questions about everything.
I learnt how to Code a bit, how to hack other computers on a network, how to make websites how to earn money, learned about the darker sides of the internet and the Anti-Media I also learned how to Meditate, how to use chakras, understanding what energy is and where it comes from and become more self-aware.
The thing is you never stop learning who you are because life is always changing you never stop giving yourself a purpose because there is always another goal to achieve.
When I was finished learning about things and life started to get better we got a place we fixed everything, and then I started to apply everything and life just went all the way up...
I was mindful, I watched motivational videos I thought positively, I was nice to people and gave when I could cause I knew how it felt to have bearly anything.
Life rewards the person who is kind, peaceful and HARD WORKING. None of what I have came easy that's one thing I want you to know.
Life is hard, it all takes time, Work hard and you'll see the rewards and be mindful
Peace
Adam
P.S. I got a job now, putting in work hustling grinding away still meditating when I can still going to school 5 classes a week going to the gym and learning every day.
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